A HARD ENDING....

Many times people in life don't even care about how important is to be in love and detect in that special person the little things that make them special for others...anyways....my story is kind of crazy but still >>>>.i've been related with a guy that i met once i moved down to another city...we started exchanging things and moments wich turned into a serious and strong way..after three months i met him i found out that he had a long year realtionship with his girfriend..well aight i explained to him look i'm not a second plate of nobody and you need to go wiz her...well i decided to stay away from him but it was hard because he never gave me the chance plus i was alone here in this new city...things happened and everything ran almost normal until one day i received this call from this girl and she asked me so many stupid things but i never agree wiz her cause i knew i was not worth it and after that i didn't want him to talk to me or anything but he never gave up>>>>@fter @ll th@t i was calm and i kept doing my stuff until once again he told me that he broke up wiz her and that he wanted to be wiz me...he made a turn from 90 degrees to 270 and then i was like ok let me give him the opportunity of show himself to me as he wanted.... everything passed and we were together as a real couple for three months in a row and then after that some things changed and people started telling me bad thing about him ...in a way is my fault cause i knew from the beginning that he was not the right guy for me , for my life style..he had many lower ways of seeing what it was good and what it was bad but at first i was not even in love i just played the game that it was running by that lonely time that i was ....after we got into this serious thing i was definetly in love, i involved myself wiz him so deep that nobody can imaging....i still love him but this took me what one ,two ,three weeks i guess trying to find the right words to tell him that i was tired of him and his stupid lies ;to make the decition cause things were not the same we never share time as before and i started to get into a bad mood and must of the time i was arguing or reacting in a bad way...people i was just trying to fix everything and save the relationship wiz my bebe... i'm gonna miss him so much...i made my decition and i have to keep it cause deep down in my heart i know that i can not be happy wiz him anymore due to the things he did hanging out wiz a lot of women supposely as many people told me when we were a little separated...he told me that he did that cause he was confuse and that he started to talk to this girl again....but i react in the wrong way...hopefully i made my desition eventhough the fact that he lie to me my feelings for him can not go away that easy but i gotta meet a person who really wants to be wiz me in the right way and love me without having to lie......i miss him but is over.......