THE NEXT PAGE...

Sometimes it's hard t get rid of something that you are actually concious that is not good for you...i found out last friday that the only one who can give you the strength you need is god.Iwas praying wiz all my heart about taking the bad things that were disturbing me and he gave me the answer and the solution.Finally i made it. i talked to the people that really cares about me and they made me understand that i had to realized how toxic he was for me; what it was happening between me and that person i was in love wiz.Before i decided to turn my life and go to the next page i felt horrible cause i reviewed my story wiz him and i didn't find anything positive about him...Anyways i don't wanna waste my time anymore talking about someome that does not exist anymore and the from now on i have turned the page and i'll find the wonderfull opportunities of being happy and keep having success for the rest of my life..WELCOME TO MY NEW LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW IT'S TIME TO CELEBR@TE!!!!

Feelings....

They are the ones who control our way of expresion to others ; is like our reaction of an action...how's that? i don't this life is so weard sometimes...people loses the common sense and they dont' eve care... love someone is the most complicated...when you fall in love the world turns around you and the realism turns upside down.Why is that? it's a hard game that you have to learn how to play..if i cry , if i'll die the pain is gonna be the same cause love is a dam shit ,,,, God is the nly one who can tell you or show you the right way...our lives is like a boat in the river that you have to give the directions of where to go cause if don't do it, you are gonna get lost....take the wheel of your feelings and let your heart talk....

Another story...

Life is crazy people, once again i got the chance to share time with this guy that supppously i broke up wiz due to the fact that after i stop calling him for five days in a row and he never stop calling me , i finally decided to speak to him and after that things changed a little.He went to my house to talk about the situation and he said that he wanted to stay wiz me and give it a try to this relationship .He looked at my eyes and i felt the most warm sensation i have ever feel obviously that he still cares .anyways the next day he went to a b-day party also where my family were.Things sometimes are a little confusing cause i told him that i gave him the chance to change and if he is not interested in being wiz me that i was ok for me cuz i'm still young and eventough i love him wiz all my heart i was going to step away from his life...let's see waht happens next >>>i'm just waiting for his response about how serious he wants to take this.....

A HARD ENDING....

Many times people in life don't even care about how important is to be in love and detect in that special person the little things that make them special for others...anyways....my story is kind of crazy but still >>>>.i've been related with a guy that i met once i moved down to another city...we started exchanging things and moments wich turned into a serious and strong way..after three months i met him i found out that he had a long year realtionship with his girfriend..well aight i explained to him look i'm not a second plate of nobody and you need to go wiz her...well i decided to stay away from him but it was hard because he never gave me the chance plus i was alone here in this new city...things happened and everything ran almost normal until one day i received this call from this girl and she asked me so many stupid things but i never agree wiz her cause i knew i was not worth it and after that i didn't want him to talk to me or anything but he never gave up>>>>@fter @ll th@t i was calm and i kept doing my stuff until once again he told me that he broke up wiz her and that he wanted to be wiz me...he made a turn from 90 degrees to 270 and then i was like ok let me give him the opportunity of show himself to me as he wanted.... everything passed and we were together as a real couple for three months in a row and then after that some things changed and people started telling me bad thing about him ...in a way is my fault cause i knew from the beginning that he was not the right guy for me , for my life style..he had many lower ways of seeing what it was good and what it was bad but at first i was not even in love i just played the game that it was running by that lonely time that i was ....after we got into this serious thing i was definetly in love, i involved myself wiz him so deep that nobody can imaging....i still love him but this took me what one ,two ,three weeks i guess trying to find the right words to tell him that i was tired of him and his stupid lies ;to make the decition cause things were not the same we never share time as before and i started to get into a bad mood and must of the time i was arguing or reacting in a bad way...people i was just trying to fix everything and save the relationship wiz my bebe... i'm gonna miss him so much...i made my decition and i have to keep it cause deep down in my heart i know that i can not be happy wiz him anymore due to the things he did hanging out wiz a lot of women supposely as many people told me when we were a little separated...he told me that he did that cause he was confuse and that he started to talk to this girl again....but i react in the wrong way...hopefully i made my desition eventhough the fact that he lie to me my feelings for him can not go away that easy but i gotta meet a person who really wants to be wiz me in the right way and love me without having to lie......i miss him but is over.......